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Thursday, March 5, 2009

Really pack with activities going on this few days.
Back from class chalet. I really PWNDED 1B03 guys the whole period of sleeping time due to my great and mighty snoring skills by god. LOLs.... Really zijun, desmond and alan was like awake from 4+am - 5+am or 6am because they cant sleep!! Zijun keep swearing in and out of the room for the whole period of time. hahaha... Anyway played black magic, some stock market game with forfiet which is dam fun, then later in the night we watched thai ghost movie that night and it turned out to be a lame one dam waste of time some even fall asleep. Everyone had fun, thanks guys for turning out well despite of the sleeping part haha...
Do pray for this photography and poster design competition which im taking part in. Photographs taken are being rejected and asked to re-take. pray that god give me ideas in compositting the pictures being taken, skills being used, and even use these picture to bring forward the actually meaning of it. Really tired.
Will be going batam tmr night till sunday, take it as a trip for photoshooting and relax. Singapore is really to busy and tired for me, take this opportunity to find more inspiration to this life of mine.



11:56 PM

Monday, March 2, 2009

its MONDAY guys! feeling boring? having monday blues because of school? wahahhaa! NOT ME! im having my holidays right now~ Wee~
Sunday night - MarcusLay suddenly chatted with me on msn.

(10:46 PM) 义安童军™ Marcus -Fu:
feel like fishing tmr sia
(10:46 PM) ALVIN:
lols
(10:46 PM) ALVIN:
where
(10:46 PM) 义安童军™ Marcus -Fu:
i dunnoe u wan?

(11:05 PM) ALVIN:
go eat prata
(11:06 PM) 义安童军™ Marcus -Fu:
whr u
(11:06 PM) 义安童军™ Marcus -Fu:
whr
(11:10 PM) ALVIN:
hme
(11:10 PM) ALVIN:
i mean tmr go upper thomson eat prata
(11:11 PM) 义安童军™ Marcus -Fu:
but i wan go fishing
(11:11 PM) 义安童军™ Marcus -Fu:
=/
(11:24 PM) 义安童军™ Marcus -Fu:
feel like tomaning
(11:24 PM) ALVIN:
where?
(11:24 PM) ALVIN:
little guilin?
(11:24 PM) 义安童军™ Marcus -Fu:
tot of it

And thats it we met up today morning at little guilin for some not-so-really like fishing hahaha.. more of talk cock session and i guarantee 101% that marcus is one digusting guy and a great eater. After fishing we met up with zijun and headed to bukit batok west mall having sakae lunch buffet, Marcus at one goal ordered 10+ plates of food and took woow! plates of sushi. LOLs...
INTHEEND, we all grew fat again. Argghh no way. Where is my goal? Goal!!

Tuesday-wednesday: CLASS CHALET!
Thursday: hmmm.. no idea maybe go and settle my tackles and stuffs.
Friday: Same maybe will find YongQing to get things from saturday's trip and HOF at 730pm
Saturday, Sunday, Monday: Msia Offshore; sedilli (im looking forward to this)



10:39 PM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

As promised to peeps that i will design my own blogskin after all my EOY examinations.
Done a quick and simple skin within 3days!! OMG! All the background pictures are being hand drawn in Illustrator and then export to photoshop to further more improve on it.
Finally im like free. Yes. Real free, from school....!
Up coming week would be a great one coz lotsa things coming up. 1st time chalet with Poly-mates, 1st time going offshore fishing in malaysia water,sedilli with SPanglingclub, 1st time offshore, 1st time lotsa thing!!... GOT ANG BAO TAKE MA?(inside joke)
Btw last thursday met up with 4ee gang and want chatting, making fun of peeps, eat, sleep..... Its dam fun! Remembering all the things that happened in secondary school makes me WOW! hahaha... Hopefully will be able to meet the other rest too.. i just cant wait to see them!

BTW pictures will be upload just beside >>>> this entry area over here, so take a look at them!



12:18 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

HOHOHO!!! Merry Christmas everyone! Christmas events at last came to an end.
3weeks of holiday 2weeks on Heroes 1week for work!
Priase The Lord! Yesterday night on Christmas eve service 6 or maybe 7 got save!
"I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent." (Luke 15:7 NIV)

Home christmas(17/12/08)
Woah 1st time participating in g12 home christmas, preparing everything and getting involve. Tiring but happy because at first we didn't expect that there will be so many people but in the end i think we got around 22-23 people! Was about to faint coz most of them are just kids. shouting here screaming there no wonder "tialk tialk" cant stop shouting at them! lols!
Junjie and noel
Ah ben, dhina, and christopher(new comer)
wahhhh take present i want!!
Iris:"Nah your present, melly christmas" lols!!!

Heroes - meet them this christmas(19/12/08)
OH MY GOD! i have never imagine that i will be attend such big so called "cosplay" event in my life lah. People coming in all sorts of superhero like justiceleagues, naruto, bleach, street fighter.... Its dam fun and memorable night, but too bad i bring camera with spare batteries!! it went flat dead flat like a airport runway after 10pictures!!! Arghhh Shit!

But nevertheless belows are those pictures =D
Dhina and ronnie as Green Lantern Corps(left)
(right)Me and khong as superman and Ichigo

Tingchun and Dolye as kakashi(left)[TC's wig is dam cool]
(right)my g12 as justice league =D

Heroes with mario(left)
(right)YD11 my ex g12 cosplaying Bleach

However the night was memorable great experience gain, more from the process of it. We spend 2 weeks preparing for heroes and home christmas, my house was flooded with people on the last week. its really like a factory la, pictures with jessica will get from her if possible.

just look at my room!!!!!
This is just part of it man! the entire house is flooded with all these!! hahahhahaa.... But thank god for his guidances and grace and even blessing that we won quite alot of categories!! Our hard work paid off right Region D dudes???!!

Just let you guys take a peep on what am i doing lately for my sku assignments. We are being asked to design a web page on our own on css zen design.... Give some comment on it before sunday.. Opinions given is much appreciated!

all were done using photoshop bushes and pictures


































































































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12:38 PM

Monday, December 8, 2008

IS HELL REAL?

Like most ... I've always wanted to know if hell is real or not. After I became spiritually born again in 1980, the desire to know intensified, and it culminated with having a serious talk with God. I prayed, telling God I was having a hard time believing that there was a real hell like the Holy Bible says there is.
I realize some are not in a place spiritually where they will be able to receive this . . . but have you ever had one of those real serious talks with God when you've been vulnerably honest with Him? This was one of those times for me. My prayer went along these lines:
"Lord - I want to confess something to You. As You know, I didn't believe in You for nearly the first 35 years of my life. Then on that fateful Saturday morning in early 1980,
You made yourself incredibly real to me.
"Nearly a year later -- after confessing to You that I just couldn't believe the Holy Bible was truly the inspired Word of God . . . therefore I couldn't trust the Bible --
You did some spiritual surgery on me that fateful Sunday that destroyed my doubts forever!
"Months after that, I prayed another serious prayer to You, Lord. I told you I was having a hard time believing there were still demons today. I asked you to show me in a way that I could know for sure."
Little did I realize at the time what I was asking, because God took me up on my request. At a later time - when I had totally forgotten I had prayed that prayer . . . God allowed
a demonic encounter that sends chills up my spine to this very day! Needless to say I became a devout believer of the present-day reality of demons!
So in 1994 I found myself praying another fateful prayer: "God -- I'm having a hard time believing an all-loving God would
allow people to suffer in a hell of torment for all eternity. Yes - I believe your Bible doesn't lie . . . but God - I'm having a hard time believing. If Satan is causing this unbelief, please show me. I'm asking and trusting You to show me the reality of hell, even if you have to take me there to prove it."
I gave it to God and as time passed, I essentially forgot about it. God had been faithful to reveal His reality to me - the reality of demons - the trustworthiness of the Bible - so I had no reason to doubt that He would refuse my request to know of the absolute certainty of the reality of hell as well, if it was important that I truly know.
About a year and a half later, my wife, Kathleen, began talking about a book on hell going around at her place of work. I asked her to bring the book home so I could look at it if she could get her hands on it. A few days later she brought the book home.
That next morning I started reading the book at 6:00 AM. My eyes were glued to every word. I finished reading it by 10:00 AM. Upon finishing it, I was stunned! I felt like someone had swung a 20-pound sledgehammer at me and it was lodged permanently in my stomach!
The author of the book shared that Jesus had actually taken her into hell 30 different times and gave her a detailed tour of it. She claimed that Jesus gave her this extensive tour of hell over 30 different nights to write a book about what she saw and experienced so others could know of the reality of hell and would not have to go there.
At that moment -- in stunned shock -- I said out loud, "God . . . is this book real ... or is it make-believe? Did this woman fabricate this account ... or did she really experience what she has written about?"
The Holy Spirit answered very quickly by asking a question of His own: "What do you believe? Does anything she's written contradict scripture, as you understand it?"
I had to answer Him, "No." "But maybe the devil inspired her to write this book. Did he?"
He replied, "You think Satan would expose himself in a book like this the way the author has exposed him?"
I knew he wouldn't. What she shares about Satan and hell and the torment of suffering lost souls there and why they are there . . . he wants no one knowing!
Then I asked the ultimate question: "Are you trying to scare people into becoming Christians, Lord?"
Suddenly concerned that my question may have offended Him, I felt greatly relieved when He shared this reply:
"Fear will never cause people to develop a love-relationship with Me. Appreciation for what I'm sparing people from will."
There was a brief interlude, and then these strong thoughts went through my head. "You prayed a prayer nearly a year and a half ago. You asked Me to show you whether hell is real or not. This book is your answer."
I said, "Oh God - that's right!" I had totally forgotten I had prayed that prayer. I asked the Lord to forgive me for forgetting. As I sat there still somewhat numb and dazed, the Holy Spirit spoke to my inner-being once more: "I want you and your wife to tell others about this book through the ministry I've given you."
Have you ever tried to bargain with God? Cowardly, I said, "God - this is the most controversial book ever written, other than the Bible. I don't want to discredit the PRECIOUS TESTIMONIES Ministry."
"Don't worry," He answered back. "Although many people will be closed-minded to this book, I will give grace to many others who read it to grasp the reality of hell, and they will know how real and horrible hell is. If you are sincere about wanting Me to use the Precious Testimonies ministry to help people get to heaven ... you should be more sincere in warning people hell is a real place, and it's a horrible place to be for all eternity."
Thus we've endeavored to be obedient to God by telling others about this book. Thank goodness - God has not asked us to try to convince anyone that the author actually left her body and journeyed into hell, (although there is no doubt in my mind that Mary Baxter wrote what she believed God wanted her to write). God has told us to leave that up to Him, as we realize only the Spirit of God can quicken the truth of this book to readers anyway, which we know He will ... for those God gives grace to.
I truly believe every person should have a chance to read this book who have questions about hell. I also believe before reading this book, people should sincerely ask and trust God to reveal to them what they need to know as they read this book. This is not a book to casually read. What is written in this book is the most serious matter to come to grips with for every person on this planet, because the Bible makes it perfectly clear there are only two places a person can go once they die: heaven or hell. To lightly joke or scoff about the matter is the greatest mistake a person could ever make.
This book is not about putting fear in people. It is about warning them that the Bible means exactly what it states -- life after death gives them only two options: Heaven or hell. The hell Mary K. Baxter describes in this book is not a place a person wants to go to, yet the Bible states that more people will be in hell than there will be in heaven, because of rejecting Jesus Christ and His sacrifice on
the Cross for them -- so they can have their sins forgiven, and receive the imputed righteous of Christ Jesus. How sad and tragic it is that more people will end up in hell than in heaven.
If you are having a difficult time believing a loving - merciful - gracious - forgiving - ALL JUST - God would send someone to hell, I strongly encourage you to click on the following link.
God wants no one going to hell!


By: Norm Rasmussen


Im sure there are people out there having the same thought as the writer or even questioning got whether is heaven real? is there really this places? Testimonies are being shared by these people whom god have used them to even tell people what they saw and experience when god brought them to hell and heaven. Have faith in the lord! because he died and rose again! Amen!




1:02 PM

Sunday, November 30, 2008

I think that girls (not all) who plays guitar is lovely, cool and its just OMG..... will just melt man.
NO.1 i think is YUI liao la... walao... I LIKE her songs!!!!!




Below is my secondary school friend..
Just that because i happen to pass by her blog then i wrote this post...
I was shocked when i listen to her singing.. woah she sing well and played well
God really bless her =D




12:41 AM

Saturday, November 29, 2008



Maybe its just me being the only child in the family, im not used to share the love of my parents with others..Everytime when both of them care more or even priase other children, Anger and jealousy filled me quickly. I began to give them attitude hopefully to catch their attention but they think im just being childish. I hope if only u quit both your work, if only you both spend more time on me giving the care i want, i could feel the love you both had for me. Sometime i even feel that, im not their child, i shouldn't be living in this family or even this world. Why should i come here to get all this negative feelings? why? I secretly weep deep in my heart for years, who knows?


After reading a post, i reflected on my life. I felt that im much blessed then his/her's. I should be glad and sastisfied and not complain on it. Overall we still have the love of our heaven father above, his love is more then we ever need. After knowing him, I believe those negative thoughts in the pass is gone. But however i feel that some part of my life is still unchange, knowing that you have forgiven and washed away our sins, i still break every promises that i've made, repeating the sins again and again, saying that i will change but i never. Everytime after i've sinned, there will be remorseful feeling inside me. It's really difficult to overcome, it's really difficult!


I wished to try again, i wish to give it a go again. Hopefully this time with the power of my everlasting god, his words, his promise, i am able to stop and change completely!! AMEN!




Look what i've been doing all this while:

maya assignment 2- everything were done using maya2008



3:38 PM



*pictures taken around Singapore*

Music played: YUI - I remember you(Acoustic)